words.

Here's what happened between you and I

This is how I put it or how it came by..

you told me stories and I did too..

I learned a lot especially about you..

I wasn't looking for anyone at the time

Who would of thought that .. I can call you mine..

When I saw you that night.. I felt something inside

when you first held me, It felt all kinds of right

Our first kiss.. you blew me away

I didn't want to let you go.. I just wanted to stay

How it came.. just fell into place

Falling for you happened in just a couple days..

I'm finding the right words to tell you how I feel

cause the feeling is deep..it's more than just real

it's hard to say what I feel inside...

cause what I feel.. I don't want to hide..

Being with you everyday felt like a dream

just seeing you there.. made my day complete

missing you those days.. were extremely rough

you can be a brat.. which is very tough

we've been through an up and down stage

but this feeling I have hasn't just gone to fade..

I knew you had some plans of your own..

be a grown ass kid in this world a lone

now you have me but don't change your plans

cause you should know.. I'll be your number 1 fan...

2 months apart won't change anything between us two

because you should know how much I feel for you

I just hope you can see what this can be...

love, happiness, fun.. between you and me

you anger me with your words.. and disarm me with a smile..

you get away with it.. even with some style..

we can start a ruckus. or make things right

take over the world.. or pick evil out and fight..

having you at my side.. i feel theres anything I can do..

...I'll stop the world.. and melt with you..

11.18.08

my dream;

yesterday, I really don't remember it now that I think about it. but I did look it up and it was defined this way

Cry
To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions. 

Fighting
To dream that you participate in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard.  It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.
To see others fighting in your dream, suggests that you are unwilling to acknowledge your own problems and turmoil. You are not taking any responsibility or initiative in trying to resolve issues in your waking life. 
To dream that you are fighting to the death, indicates that you are unwilling to acknowledge a waking conflict or your own inner turmoil.  You are unwilling and refusing to change your old attitudes and habits.

Death 
To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

Shooting
To see a shooting in your dream, indicates that you have a set goal and know what you are aiming for in life. Your plans are right on target!
To dream that you shoot a person with a gun, denotes your aggressive feelings and hidden anger toward that particular person.
To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun, suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may feel victimized in some situation.

Gun
To see a gun in your dream , symbolizes aggression, anger, and potential danger. You may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence. Alternatively, a gun can represent the penis and male sexual drive. Thus the gun may mean power and impotence.
To dream that you are loading a gun, forewarns that you should be careful in not letting your temper get out of control.
To dream that you shoot someone with a gun, denotes your aggressive feelings and hidden anger toward that particular person.
To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun, suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may feel victimized in some situation.


okay so that dream was really yeah a hard one and the definitions fit in to what I'm feeling. Sort of. so I don't know. siiigh